It’s
0845 and I’m moving around in a senior class of high school learners, checking
on their individual work. It’s an art
lesson. And I’m an art teacher. All are engrossed, pencils sketching on paper,
paint brushes pouring hues on canvasses, fingers weaving small basket bases.
Then I spot a boy sitting at the far edge of the classroom, tie askew and eyes
cast downwards. I’m about to ask him to fix his tie but I notice that the paper
on his desk is clean white, not a pencil mark on it. The pencil is lying
neglected on the paper. Certainly the boy is not working. But he is
concentrating on something as his eyes are cast downwards on his lap. I can tell
by the look on his face that the boy is far, far off. Could he be texting on a
cell-phone or playing cell-phone games? Maybe Facebooking! That would be like a daredevil
challenge. But his hands are still and there isn’t much fascination that one
would expect to see on the face of a juvenile delighted by the thrills of a
digital game.
“Hey
you! Young boy!” I shout across the room. The boy’s head jerks up and he looks
at me with eyes flashing with panic. “What’s there under your table on your
lap?” I ask, taking brisk steps towards him, lest he tries to hide that thing
which has kept him from working.
‘It’s
nothing, Sir.” He says, eyebrows rising. Lies, lies, lies.
Silly
answer, I think, though I don’t say it out loud. Students don’t ever seem to
learn that we teachers almost always know how they are going to answer to posed
questions.
“What
do you mean by ‘nothing’?” I ask. I’m
hoping the frown that I’m pulling on my face is showing. At home I’ve tried
practicing frown-pulling in front of the mirror but the effect wasn’t very
impressive. I’ve seen men who can pull a fear inducing frown that makes the
flesh between their brows suddenly look like folds on an elephant skin. But I
know that mine is way too mild, yet I pull it nonetheless. Judging by the boy’s
nonchalance, I can tell my frown doesn’t have much effect. I’m now at his desk
and my hand reaches under the table. Instead of a cell-phone, what comes out is
a novel. I look at the cover. Sidney Sheldon. The Doomsday Conspiracy. I look at the boy’s face.
“I’m
sorry Sir,” he says. “I really have to finish this book. If I don’t finish it,
I won’t be able to do anything else.”
“What
do you mean you won’t be able to do anything else?” But somehow I know the
answer. I know what the boy means. And not only do I know, I understand.
“You
won’t understand, Sir. I can’t put this book down.” He sounds very honest and
I’m touched. I’m touched by I try hard not to show it. I look at the book again
and remember that I too became a bibliophile at the boy’s age. At his stage in
life, I had consumed almost the entire school library. I look at the book again
and I shake my head. I feel sorry for him because he is reading a very
addictive author. I contemplate confiscating the book. I look at the boy, very
worried for him.
“Fix
your tie,” I say to him.
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