In My Room/Office/Studio
"A writer and nothing else: a man alone in a room with the English language, trying to get human feelings right." - John K. Hutchen.
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Winter
Winter. I love it more
than any other season. I wish it could get colder than in Antarctica where I heard
it has once reached -89 degrees Celsius. Think about that. June has begun and
it’s just after 12 midnight, yet I’m only putting on a light t-shirt. I wonder as to when winter will really begin. But though I yearn for a biting cold, I think
of the homeless out there in the street. I think of those who cringe under
culverts, cuddled in thin sacks, dry and frozen hands shielding their faces
from frigid, whipping winds. I pray for them. As I drink warm and thick vegetable
soup, I think about them. I think about them as I slide into the warmth of my
bed. They are there, out there, cast out and condemned by the capitalist system
of survival. It’s a life sentence in the most callous prison one can ever
enter.
Friday, June 1, 2012
Enter the Philosophy
Back in the days, I’d sit quietly, tense with concentration as I watched
his high speed martial arts moves on those scratchy, buzzing
celluloid film prints projected in black and white on a hall wall. The crowd
would woo and clap at every stunt and superb blow delivery. I’d listen to every word he
said and I knew that beneath this character, beyond all the action, Bruce Lee
was a philosopher – a skilful orator and a man of wisdom. Earlier today I
posted on Facebook one his greatest quotes, one that inspires me a lot. I thought I should now
share with you some of his inspirational thoughts. Here we go:
“Be formless... shapeless, like water. Now you put water into a cup, it
becomes the cup. You pour water into a bottle; it becomes the bottle. You put
water into a teapot; it becomes the teapot. Now water can flow, or creep or
drip or crash! Be water, my friend...” Bruce Lee.
“Real living is living for others,” Bruce Lee.
“Notice that the stiffest tree is
most easily cracked, while the bamboo or willow survives by bending with the wind,”
Bruce Lee.
“Knowledge will give you power,
but character respect,” Bruce Lee.
“Love is like a
friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and
fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts
mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable,” Bruce
Lee.
“If you always put limit on
everything you do, physical or anything else. It will spread into your work and
into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not
stay there, you must go beyond them,” Bruce Lee.
“I fear
not the man who has practiced 10,000 kicks once, but I fear the man who has
practiced one kick 10,000 times,” Bruce Lee.
“Ever since I was a child I have
had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and
duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one's
potential,” Bruce Lee.
“Always be yourself, express
yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successful
personality and duplicate it,” Bruce Lee.
“A wise man can learn more from a
foolish question than a fool can learn from a wise answer,” Bruce Lee.
“A goal is not always meant to be reached, it
often serves simply as something to aim at,”
Bruce Lee. Thursday, May 31, 2012
Stars
I stumbled home,
exhausted from the very long night of a series of performances. In my mind, the
poets’ presentations were still playing in my mind, so vividly as though the
walls of my skull housed a cinema. As I walked home, swallowed up in the pitch
darkness of the night, I kept smiling now and then, remembering the poets and
their words. What a variety of talent, I marvelled to myself. I’ve never been
that excited and contented after a poetry show. Or any other show. Suddenly my
heavy foot kicked a rock and I nearly crashed to the ground. My hands grabbed
the guitar on my back; protecting it from possible damage should I hit the
dust. When it comes to my guitar, I’d rather lose my teeth. Luckily, I
maintained balance. I felt tired. So I squatted on the very rock that tripped
me, just to catch a breath. Chilly air prickled my skin. My eyes glanced at the
sky and I couldn’t believe what I saw. A cluster of stars blinked at me. They
were spread along the entire black sky, like a dome of diamonds. It was a
breathtaking sight. I nestled the guitar on my lap and started plucking the
strings. Stars began to dance. When I recited a poem, they stood still and
listened. Stars are amazing. Then they
clapped and cheered. Gosh, I want to go to the stars...
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Does The Moon Really Have Eyes?
...A knock on the door woke him up. The first drops of the rain were already hitting the ground. He felt them pelting on
the grass thatch and he looked up at the roof. A couple of drops hit the floor
besides the bed. He pulled a bucket and put it on the spot. The knock banged on
the door again. Could it be the police?
Maybe they had decided to bring his equipment and he could start
painting again. He walked to the door and opened it. Shock creased his face in
panic. He looked at her with disbelief. The girl in his painting stood there in the intensifying
rain, getting soaked.
‘Hi,’ she smiled. Kagiso noticed for the first time how beautiful she was. She had come for her painting and he felt his heart beating faster. He did not know what to say. Inviting her into his hut was the last thing he wanted to do. Nonetheless, he did it.
‘Please come in,’ he said, realising that she was getting wet. He stepped aside and she walked into the room. The bucket in the centre of the room gurgled as the stream of water splashed in. He motioned for her to sit on the bed. The only seat available was a short, wooden stool. He cradled on it.
‘I… I’m sorry to pop in unexpected. I came to the market yesterday but you were nowhere to be seen. I looked around to no avail but I wanted the painting. Today I asked everyone at the market if they knew where the painter stays. Someone directed me. I’m sorry to intrude,’ she said.
There was a prolonged pause. Water streamed into the bucket – a sonorous chorus that made him grit his teeth. Refilwe’s eyes were fixed to the floor. She avoided looking around in fear of making him uncomfortable. Kagiso’s adobe residence was a complete opposite of hers...
‘Hi,’ she smiled. Kagiso noticed for the first time how beautiful she was. She had come for her painting and he felt his heart beating faster. He did not know what to say. Inviting her into his hut was the last thing he wanted to do. Nonetheless, he did it.
‘Please come in,’ he said, realising that she was getting wet. He stepped aside and she walked into the room. The bucket in the centre of the room gurgled as the stream of water splashed in. He motioned for her to sit on the bed. The only seat available was a short, wooden stool. He cradled on it.
‘I… I’m sorry to pop in unexpected. I came to the market yesterday but you were nowhere to be seen. I looked around to no avail but I wanted the painting. Today I asked everyone at the market if they knew where the painter stays. Someone directed me. I’m sorry to intrude,’ she said.
There was a prolonged pause. Water streamed into the bucket – a sonorous chorus that made him grit his teeth. Refilwe’s eyes were fixed to the floor. She avoided looking around in fear of making him uncomfortable. Kagiso’s adobe residence was a complete opposite of hers...
This is
an extract from my award winning story, The Moon has Eyes. The book The Moon Has Eyes and Other Stories
will be available for sale at the Maun International Poetry Festival 2012 on
Saturday 26th May for only BWP88.85. ($12.00). If you can’t make it
to the festival for your copy, send your orders to seganabeng@yahoo.com with the subject
line; the moon has eyes order. or contact me at +267 73597356
Monday, May 14, 2012
More Love
Last night I was very
dried up when I got home, thirsty and hungry for her. I hauled her up and threw
her over my shoulders, strapping her around my body. She shuddered in
astonishment, surprised and shocked by this sudden and unexpected bolt of
action. Her legs dangled in air and she whimpered a small cry. She opened her
mouth to protest but I blocked it with a kiss. I touched her smooth, velvety
body – running my fingers along the contours of her skin. Her body was a trifle
cold. I’m not surprised. Winter has just crept in. Again, I’ve been away for
long. Who else can keep her warm? I plugged her to a power outlet. She loves
power, that’s my girl. She began vibrating, sending tingles of excitement
through my body. I hugged her even closer. Her weight on my hands lightened as she
embraced me. My fingers, throbbing with delight, began to caress her neck,
hitting all the notes, scales and chords. “Pump up the volume,” she whispered
into my ear. The power amplifier screamed in my little room, filling it with pleasant
sound. I love her, my guitar. I know I’ll never be a Bon Jovi. But with her,
this sweet guitar of mine, I walk on clouds of ecstasy.
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Festival Promotes Published Batswana Writers
Ours is not only a
festival that promotes spoken word poetry and storytelling alone. Maun
International Poetry Festival 2012 also aims at encouraging and promoting
Batswana writers, both established and upcoming. We are for all literary arts,
written and spoken. In an endeavour to uplift our own writers, there will be
eight titles from Batswana writers on sale during the festival in May 26th,
Maun Lodge, Maun, Botswana. Courtesy of Pentagon Publishers, Poetavango will be
selling the following books at our long awaited festival. If you ever thought
Botswana doesn’t have writers, think again.
1.
The
Moon has Eyes and Other Stories by Legodile Seganabeng
and other writers
2.
Travelling
to the Sun: The Diary of Ruth by Tshetsana Senau
3.
Curse
of a Dream by Phidson Mojoreki
4.
Born
With a Husband by Khonani Ontebetse
5.
The
Solar Heater and
Other Stories by Lauri Kubuitsile and other writers
6.
Which
Doctor and Other Stories by Bontekanye Botumile and other
writers
7.
Putting
On Faces and Other Stories by Gothataone Moeng and other writers
8.
Words
on the Ways of the World by Goodwill Tlokwe
Think about it. Isn’t it
worth it? To have a Motswana writer in your collection of books? We think it
is! Again, lets promote the culture of reading and cast away the cliché that
Batswana don’t read.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Oh My, Podium and Microphone, Again!
I’ll be there! At the international
poetry festival on May 26th in Maun Lodge. I’m overwhelmed by
excitement. I feel like jumping like a delighted child, animated by the mere thought
of performance. I want to dance on my ceiling, dancing to the drumbeats pumping
within my ribcage. This heart is playing me a rhythm I never heard before. Even after all these years gracing stages, the
mere thought of a podium and microphone still sends vibrations of exhilaration
through my nervous system. Last night I dreamt myself already there, prancing on stage, my bare feet squeaking under my light weight. Lights were deemed,
glowing hesitantly and I could vaguely see those thousand faces seated quietly,
waiting in great anticipation. I tapped the microphone, once, twice...and on
the third time, a drum beat started. Words tumbled off my mouth, spewed into
the microphone and spilled through speakers, ‘the axe chop came without any
warning whatsoever...’
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